denied

i make you vomit to be perfect for me,
on your knees, please, lift the seat
it isn't all me, you don't like what you see,
why don't you set yourself free

now, you finally feel pretty inside, the little secret you hide you confide to just your diary
one thing's taken over all that you see, from your head to your feet you're deceived
now, you finally feel pretty inside, the illusion in which you hide has started crumbling
someday you will realize what you've seen was a dream, you're your worst enemy

a little vomit never hurt anyone, it isn't fun,
but you believe you've won
it's kinda sick, the lengths you'd go for your pride,
it's rather sad to think you're dying on the inside

now, you finally feel pretty inside, the little secret you hide you confide to just your diary
one thing's taken over all that you see, from your head to your feet you're deceived
now, you finally feel pretty inside, the illusion in which you hide has started crumbling
someday you will realize what you've seen was a dream, you're your worst enemy

because you vomit, you will fall from your feet
you're finally free, you're a freak
it's kinda foolish how you look at yourself
you trust a mirror over logic, look at your health

so weak, why don't you let yourself eat, your bones are brittle and weak and diseased
now, you'll never feel pretty inside, you'll survive to watch your body die slowly from the inside
over time you'll come to realize you paid too high a price

because you vomit, you are losing your teeth
how fucking skinny did you have to be
it wasn't all me, you were void of self-esteem
how unhappy you must be

so weak, why don't you let yourself eat, your bones are brittle and weak and diseased
now, you'll never feel pretty inside, you'll survive to watch your body die slowly from the inside
over time you'll come to realize you paid too high a price