wish

i wake up, i'm all alone, i've got no future, no family, no home
the fear inside, it grips my soul, should i spend one more night staring at these walls
the careless way, in which i live has left such memories too much for me to give
i've prayed to god, for what it's worth, he doesn't answer me, he doesn't see my hurt

i've been struck down to the bottom of an empty well
feel the coins at the bottom, see how many fell
is it just a wish or a request for help from those of us in hell
i've been struck down to the bottom of an empty well
feel the coins at the bottom, see how many fell
is it just a wish or a request for help from those of us in hell

convinced tonight will be the worst, in such a lengthy list of times that hold no worth
this hopeless fight, still struggle on despite, the forces pushing me, driving me to end my life
but not tonight, just one more time, i'll wish to have the life, i'll never find
i make my plea for what i need, it goes unanswered, just as i believed

i've been struck down to the bottom of an empty well
feel the coins at the bottom, see how many fell
is it just a wish or a request for help from those of us in hell
i've been struck down to the bottom of an empty well
feel the coins at the bottom, see how many fell
is it just a wish or a request for help from those of us in hell
i've been struck down to the bottom of an empty well
feel the coins at the bottom, see how many fell
is it just a wish or a request for help from those of us in hell
i've been struck down to the bottom of an empty well
feel the coins at the bottom, see how many fell
is it just a wish or a request for help from those of us in hell